"Incalescent: growing hotter or more ardent. Miasma: a heavy, vaporous, emanation or atmosphere."
e3e wat new upload page I don't even- how do I work this thing asdfgh-
TvT Uhm....so yeah. Finally finished with this after 150 layers and about 40 hours total. OTL Sorry I didn't do the last bit on Livestream. I was planning to, but I ended up working on it all really late at night. /slapped QwQ But thanks soooo much to everyone who was with me as I was drawing this on Livestream! xD Omg, you guys are so amazing and so much fun!! <333
OH YES, BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING ELSE: COUCH. Its canon.
;v; Anyways....so I recently got a tablet and because I'm strange, whenever I get my hands on something new, I want to do something stupidly complex with it right off the bat. TvT I like to dive straight into things an hold nothing back!....xD Well, in art things anyways... TvT So yeah. This was le result.
My OC, IbbI. ;w; I need to draw her more often~ A-anyways, she is sort of like the "main" character in my little story, so I wanted to draw something special just for her. ;w; Uhm...this is the type of environment IbbI lives (lived) in. xD YES SHE RIDES A VESPA. -shot- TvT She's a very urban type, surrounded by countless skyscrapers where traffic never stops. ;3; Its hard to explain, but hopefully you can understand more about her and the scene by the symbolism of the stop sign in relation to the last sentence. xD I know a few people have pointed out that I draw traffic signs a lot and yes, they relate a lot to IbbI if I didn't mention that before! xD
//VENTRANTBLAH ;n; Uhm...I don't know what else to say.... ;_; I have a lot of feels at the moment, so I can't articulate even more so than usual. OTL I wanted to say so much more, but lately I feel kind of bad for talking about myself or my trials as an artist. Deep down, the only reason I draw is because its the only thing in life i've ever found that I can do without becoming bored. I hate that all my life I've had the feeling of having no cares or passion for anything, and that regardless of how amazing the things are around me they are never good enough to satisfy. Of course, art is so meaningful to me on so many levels, but at the end of the day I can't get it out of my head that the main reason I do it and why I push myself to improve and try new things in art is because i'm deathly afraid of the feeling of boredom. I cling to art out of fear, and I feel terrible for it. There are so many people out there who love art with all their hearts and do it because of true passion, but never reach the level they desire. My skills come from fear and selfishness, and knowing that makes me feel like I don't deserve them.
;____; I'm sorry if I have been acting weird or if I will in the future. I just...my feels are exploding.
------------------------- IbbI belongs to me and is part of my personal story, "Sleight" Media: FireAlpaca + Photoshop Time taken: About 40 hours Date: January 23rd, 2013 Character, art, concepts, etc belong to me, *BlueRoseArkelle and you do not have permission to use, alter, repost or reproduce in any way without my permission. (eve fanart is always welcome however)