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@//A//@ I'm sooo not worthy, but thank you all so much for all the lovely fanart!!~

Lovely Fan Stamps people have made for me T//u///T
BlueRoseArkelle Support Stamp by XxmimixX2 I Love Arkelle Stamp by Manami-yukihara

;w; My Pokemon babies <3


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My Personal Team

Battlers:
437 - Bronzong by Marlenesstamps 676 - Furfrou by Marlenesstamps 186 - Politoed by Marlenesstamps
Brink ??? :star: :star: :star: (Shiny) Salem ??? :star: :star: :star: Meeko ♂
334 - Altaria by Marlenesstamps 432 - Purugly by Marlenesstamps Mega Banette by Marlenesstamps
Arpeggio ♂ :star: :star: :star: Paisley ♂ :star: :star: :star: Blellum ♀
Companions:
707 - Klefki by Marlenesstamps Shiny Chimecho by Marlenesstamps
Leizel ♂ :star: :star: :star: Chai ♀



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Pokemon Y by Marlenesstamps

678 - Meowstic Female by Marlenesstamps 699 - Aurorus by Marlenesstamps 683 - Aromatisse by Marlenesstamps
Mellow ♀ :star: :star: :star: Adonis ♂ :star: :star: :star: Amore' ♂
691 - Dragalge by Marlenesstamps 711 - Gourgeist by Marlenesstamps 676 - Furfrou by Marlenesstamps
Daiquiri ♂ :star: :star: :star: Grigory ♂ :star: :star: :star: Fiore' ♂

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Team Unitrios

Shiny Ponyta by Marlenesstamps 168 - Ariados by Marlenesstamps 556 - Maractus by Marlenesstamps
Faustus ♂ :star: :star: :star: Etzel ♂ :star: :star: :star: Mishka ♂
344 - Claydol by Marlenesstamps 091 - Cloyster by Marlenesstamps 454 - Toxicroak by Marlenesstamps
Lavender ♂ :star: :star: :star: Euclid ??? :star: :star: :star: Hyacinth ♂

Robot Unicorn Attack Stamp by Gokulover4ever

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BlueRoseArkelle:iconbluerosearkelle:
xD wut lolololol
Wed Apr 9, 2014, 10:03 AM
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Whoa this is a thing o no
Mon Apr 7, 2014, 12:55 PM
BlueRoseArkelle:iconbluerosearkelle:
>//w//> <333
Wed Jan 15, 2014, 1:31 AM
Rose-Creo:iconrose-creo:
*throws love at you*
Tue Jan 14, 2014, 3:19 PM
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That webcam tho xD
Fri Dec 6, 2013, 6:13 PM
BlueRoseArkelle:iconbluerosearkelle:
xD Oh man haha Birthgay i'm dying hahahaha
Mon Nov 18, 2013, 1:09 AM
Myanimedrawing:iconmyanimedrawing:
XD i mean BIRTHDAY!!!!>~< I srry /~\ ;4;
Sat Nov 16, 2013, 11:13 PM
Myanimedrawing:iconmyanimedrawing:
HAPPY BIRTHGAY ARKELLE!!!!!>u< (>^W^)>
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Happy Birthday Arkelle have a great day :D :D :D :D
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HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARKELLE!!
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BlueRoseArkelle
Arkelle
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I AM, "THE ONE WHO'S NAME SHALL NOT BE AN ACRONYM."
....I am not ladies undergarments.

>u< Watch me draw on my Youtube channel: www.youtube.com/user/BlueRoseA…

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Oh hey. My name is Arkelle.
You can call me Arkelle. Or Pantsu. That works too.
There isn't much you need to know about me.
I like naughty, naughty, shota/loli and guro related things. Oh yes. e ve <3 <3 <3
And fancy things like top hats and monocles. FANCY FABULOUS THINGS INDEED.
Pokemon.
I love Pokemon.
Oh, and blueberries, heterochromia, albino things, world culture, mint green, sporks, and general desu are within my interests.
Many things are within my interests. My interests are as vast as Edward Cullen is sparkly.
That reference is painfully outdated.
Pastel, and eye melting colors make me happy.
Excuse me while I burn your retinas.
I'm undeniably obsessed with those beautiful artificial voices known as Vocaloid.
I LOVES ME SOME VOCALOID.
I'm also rabidly obsessed with human characters with "unicorn" horns. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.
I freaking adore BJDs and want an army of them. Gotta have my Resin swag yo'
Yes I just used the word "swag" for the meaning of loot. Hot damn.
I don't like ignorance. I don't like pro-tipsters. I don't like pointless comparisons. I don't like the color orange. I don't like wearing shoes.

For technicalities sake, I draw for my own enjoyment.
I have come to the conclusion that I hate drawing for other people solely for profit or social gain.
I would rather never make a cent off my art than draw things that don't inspire me in the slightest.
I do not draw to be the best, to be the most popular or the most original.
I draw to learn, to experiment, to broaden my perspectives, to tell a story, to show beauty in things people might consider grotesque, and because art is the one thing in life I can honestly say I love.
If I ever make art my "job", it will be on my own terms. Drawing what I want. Drawing what I love. Not by drawing whatever flavor of the month people salivate for.

klgaslghkf by Kawiku
CHARTREUSE IS THE BEST COLOR TO EVER EXIST EVER.
CARDBOARD UNICORNS ARE THE OBJECT OF MY AFFECTION.
ALL YOUR SHOTAS ARE BELONG TO ME.
I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THIS IS IN BOLD.


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I don't want to have to explain this anymore, so read this:
I love androgyny, and prefer to draw people that way. I like the idea of people being PEOPLE and not so severely separated by the roles or stereotypes in which we place upon gender. If you haven't noticed, I draw everyone "pretty" not just boys.
Saying that "boys aren't that pretty" is stupid when it comes to anime because if you haven't noticed, real girls do not look like anime girls either. Its not a realistic art style, and I think people have the right to interpret things in whatever way they want.
I personally prefer a more ambiguous interpretation of gender. To me, gender is just a thing. It doesn't define people exclusively, and honestly the way most people interpret it is just silly. Girls can be tough, boys can be weak. Girls can be "ugly" and boys can be "pretty". And if you think someone is less of a person (or that it somehow makes them not part of their own gender) for that then you are an idiot. If that offends you, leave. I'm not interested in hearing your stereotypical definitions of gender, and how men need to be buff and strong and women need to be in the kitchen. If that is what you think, again, you are an idiot.

Interests
T//~//T Let me first start off by saying that i'm REALL REALLY sorry and I hope you are not upset or disappointed with me about what i'm going to say.

For about the last six months I just haven't been myself anymore. I've mentioned some of what i've been feeling, but i've been selfishly writing off the majority and its extent to all of you when it isn't fair. I love you guys all so SO much and you have always been there for me and it isn't fair that I've been lying to you and smiling when it isn't how I really felt. I hate writing about my life and my feelings because its so hard to me to say things the way that I mean, and I hate sounding like i'm complaining or whining as i'd much rather just smile and talk about fun happy things and ignore my sad feelings altogether. But its not fair to all of you to keep things secret when you matter so much to me. Maybe some of you are newer watchers of me and don't know me that well, but I know that each and every one of you out there are real people. Real people who i've gotten to know and whom I adore, and I want to be honest and open with all of you because I think of you all as my friends, not just watchers or "fans" or anything like that. Above everything else, you've all given me your time and kindness, the two most valuable things in the world, two things I am so humbled and thankful that have been and continue to give to me. I owe it to you, my friends, to be honest.

Around six months ago I realized that doing art as a career was not the decision for me. As idealistic as it sounded on paper, in reality it was far from that. I love art more than anything else in the world, so much so that if it weren't for me finding my passion for art I don't know where i'd even be today. Art matters so much to me, the act of creating and thinking, of making unique and intriguing things, of sharing perspectives and ideals, of sharing that which I love... i've grown so much because of my art and it has become such an important part of my life that giving it up and doing it for the sake of others or for my social-economical gain felt like I had given up a part of myself, and as time when on I began to resent it more and more. The feeling of art becoming a chore and not my happiness scared me to death and I stopped my pursuit of my art degree the moment I realized it, even if that may seem incredibly stupid or a waste of potential, I knew it was the right decision. I don't draw because I like rubbing pencils against paper to make pretty pictures, I do it because I believe it has meaning. When I draw, I pour my heart and soul (as cheesy as it sounds) into it so that when other people see it, they can feel it. I can't speak very well and my emotions in real life are very hard for me to outwardly show, but drawing is a way for me to say those things I can't with words. To tell stories and share perspectives, to relate to everyone that there is nothing in this word that is without beauty. I do it because I know that someone, somewhere, will see my art and feel what I have put in it and be inspired and from that broaden their own perspectives, or maybe they can identify with it and in a small way won't feel so ugly or alone.

Ever since I have come to realize just how important art is to me and that I refuse to give my happiness away I have been confused in what my life means beyond that. Art is the only thing in my life that I have such strong passion for, and that I have even the tiniest bit of confidence doing. Ever since I realized that I couldn't do art as my career in life, i've just been in a state of stress, panic, and fear. Soon i'll be 21 years old and I have absolutely no idea what I am going to do in life. None whatseover. And to make matters worse, I lack the confidence and skill to put myself out there for any sort of possible opportunity. These days even the smallest things irl are so stressful to me, not to mention anything online. I look at all the kind and wonderful messages you have been sending me through these months and I can't even finish reading them let alone reply to them as I feel so stressed and inadequate, unworthy as I can barely manage to draw for even and hour a day now. Every time I pick up a pencil I just feel a rush of inadequacy and the stress that is all around me just makes me want to give up before I even start. All I want is to just draw and create and not worry about anything else, but these days I just can't. I know that everything will get better and I know that life will figure itself out for me in due time, but until then I need time away from everyone and everything. Away from stress and expectation. I hate that I can't be stronger and put on a face like I know what i'm going, but I just can't. I've been trying my absolute hardest to keep trying to finish drawings and make videos for you guys and smile, but with how stressed I am I just can't, and as much as I loathe saying it, even that is adding to the stress right now. I hate that. I hate saying that because I LOVE sharing my art with all of you and making videos and chatting with you all, and it hurts so much to admit that I just can't do it right now. I've always said that I would not be one of those artists who makes and impression and inspires so many people only to disappear and leave it behind as if it all meant nothing, and I intend to keep my word, but I need to be honest with everyone and tell you that I need a break.

I am NOT leaving. I am not leaving dA or Youtube, or Twitter etc., but I need some time away from everything to get my head and my life together. I have no idea how long that will be. It could be a month it could be a year, I honestly have no idea. But I PROMISE that I'm not going to be gone forever and I am not going to stop drawing. I don't know how often i'll be uploading drawings here, though I've never been a quantity type of artist anyways. I might make more sketchdumps or doodles, i'm not sure, but I might turn the comments off for them if I do because as much as I love love LOVE chatting with all of you and reading your lovely comments, I will feel sooooo bad if I can't respond to them and I don't want you all to feel like you are being ignored due to my ineptitude anymore.

T//~//T I'm really really sorry again and I hate that I have to do this. Being here and being around all of you makes me so happy and I just love it so much, but I have to do this and all I can do at this point is hope that you understand and don't hate me or forget about me while I'm gone. I still owe a few people some commissions and I am going to finish those, so if you are still waiting on that i'm so so soooooo sorry and don't worry, I haven't forgotten and I fully intend to finish them as soon as possible. T//~//T I'm really really REALLY sorry its taken so long, I hope you don't hate me too much for it...

Thank you all so much for reading this if you did, and thank you so SO much for all that you guys have done and continue to do for me. I am going to try my best to work everything out so that when I come back for real I can be the happy helpful person you know and make the best artsu i've ever artsu'd. TvT :heart: :heart: :heart:

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>v< Stamps that I love!!~

DA Stamp - Perspective 01 by tppgraphics

Shuppet Stamp by 404fggt Reshiram Stamp by CalintzK

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I Like Waffles. Stamp by bizarrostamps Stamp by LaylaTheBlackCheetah Pokemon Stamp by MarkiSan Love :Stamp: by Circe-Baka anime stamp by darkyivy Typing Stamp by In-The-Machine GURO STAMP by frogela Yaoi Stamp by Clockwerk-chan yaoi and yuri fan stamp. by LateDawns Yuri Stamp by Lead-Exile Love Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Stamp: Gender is not... by Shendijiro SAY YES TO WINCEST by Dametora Twincest - Stamp by jibirelle Shota and Loli Stamp by bucchigiri In defense of shota stamp by infinipede Pedobear by Cornebus XD Stamp by Chibi-Mimi I_love_manga-stamp by kluska-chan OTL by Kiyamasho You Don't Have To Be - Stamp by GriffSGirl OC Love Stamp by rynoki OC comparison stamp by liento Act Your Age by alaska-is-a-husky I Heart Gender Bending Stamp by TheSnowDrifter Gender is Unimportant by Nyaasu Gender Roles Suck by siriuslylostwerewolf paying for dinner by Moonlight-pendent13 Equal Rights FTW by stuck-in-suburbia The Quenchiest Stamp by CubieJ Matryoshka Stamp by EmBBu-chan Winter Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Stamp :: Vocaloid by u-sagi Len stamp by Niza-Azoru IA Stamp 2 by Kurai-Kogami24 Practice Stamp by Zombie-Faerie Its Gotta Be Shiny Stamp by spud100 Lavender Town Stamp by Yurikins Ghost-Type Stamp by Yenshin Poison-Type Stamp by Yenshin Steel-Type Stamp by Yenshin I Support Unicorns Stamp by SunsetDeamon Stamp - I Support Traps by foxlee Team Rocket Stamp by MarkiSan Stamp that never was. by jeeshgirl Poo stamp by Rahxy Katamari stamp by Galway :thumb189024097: Disney Stamp: Haters Gonna Hate by XxoOjunefoxOoxX Yaranaika stamp by ChankaMuffin :thumb180789475: Yu-Gi-Oh Abridged Stamp by Blackie0275 YGOTAS: Rules screwed stamp by D-WTF mac stamp by maryduran I support yandere by VAlZARD Stamp: Trololorolled by Neozaki HS: Kanaya Maryam stamp by Janbearpig HS: Eridan Ampora stamp by Janbearpig HS: Equius Zahhak stamp by Janbearpig

e w e Which ONE of my OCs would you want to see some pervy artsu of, hypothetically speaking...? <3 //slapped 

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starfire808 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Arkelle please start posting art again I miss see iy your one of my most fave artist and I love your webcam it is so funny
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NasikaSakura Apr 12, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Ms. Arkelle! :D I remembered how you don't get to put up a lot of your pictures because you can't put holes in your wall. Well, I already told you about one solution: I put my pictures into plastic sleeves and then tape those sleeves onto the wall... Well, at the office supply store, i ran into some mounting putty! :D Perhaps you'll like that? 
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TheChaosDice Apr 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello friend, it's been quite some time.

Dropping a note to let you know I still think you're awesome, amazing, and all around great! I do hope you get to see this.

Gaia isn't the same since you left ;n;

You're still my favorite pantsu artsu ever <3 I still support you no matter what!
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Thanks for the fav! 

Meru Cosplay from Legend of Dragoon by LeapingLizardCosplay  
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Creativay Mar 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hiya! ^^ Just wanted to tell you that for a school thing we had to do a thing on someone we admire or your hero or something. And I chose you! :3 v(^_^v)♪

Just telling you I love your art and you really inspire me. I just find you really awesome and relatable and okey I'm gunna go now before I embarrass myself >/////<
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NasikaSakura Apr 12, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
That is so sweet! >//u//< 
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Kyli3 Feb 16, 2014  New member
hank you for inspiring me
Thank you for giving me a different way of seeing things
Thank you for telling us about ur Ocs ( I've never seen a person work and put as much effort into creating such amazing and original characters)
And thank you for being u
I don't care if u don't see this
I just wanted to say it
I will await for ur return
And maybe by that time I will follow ur footsteps
One day I want to make something in ur honor
Just Make sure that u enjoy life, Kay?
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NasikaSakura Feb 14, 2014  Student Traditional Artist

:meow: :heart:

*disables reply so you are not tempted ^///^*

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Dragonnerd445 Feb 2, 2014   Digital Artist
Hi, I just recently found your work, it's wonderful! I adore your colouring! :D

My question is what brush do you use to colour in FireAlpaca?
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Do you have instagram??? *o*
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